IDK.

There's no sparkle in this anymore. We should do something about this if we want to make it last forever. I don't know. Maybe we're just tired of life.









I know I am.

Inspiration

You're lovely. I enjoyed your company. But why do we have to only meet once a week? the most would be twice a week. I need to see you more. I'll be more motivated. So hot. Ish.

...

It's been a while huh.





You want an update? Here's one, I lost my phone. To be precise, I donated my phone to some random gothic girl in the ladies room of Times Square. It's all because of New Moon. Yes I should blame the movie.

Balls.

A rather obscene title eh? Ok only to those dirty-minded. heh.

Something totally awesome and life-changing event had happened yesterday. My mom and I went to the Immigration office cos my mom wants to renew her passport. When we arrive to the place, I was like shit, there's a lot of people. Lord knows when our number would get call so we went for breakfast and walk around the building just to kill the time. Then omfg!! I saw this awesome vintage shop. Like vintage skirts, vintage blouse, vintage handbags. OMG OMG OMG. I went crazy rummaging through all the handbags. IT'S ALL GENUINE,NO IMITATIONS! The owner looks trust-worthy enough. She's around her 50's takkan nak menipu kot. OMG i was having orgasm in that shop. The skirt were awesome! I'm gong there again today. woot woot.

What I like about vintage stuff is tha no one is going to have the same stuff like yours. Ok except some old lady lah. but that is a rare occasion. Love it love it love it love it love it!

I'm probably going to spend another winter in the U.K. Boring much? Nobody would want to go to Bandung with me this holiday. Whyyyyyyy? But on the bright side, BOXING DAY! I can finally get my LV this time. WITH MY OWN MONEY mind you. But that's the only item I can buy cos after that I'm broke. So please dad, have some mercy on me? :) Or I can just hate you more. Hahaha. Afterall, you're the one who told us that money can buy happiness. I'm not happy now, I need money. Thank you very much.

Fark

It's amazing how people can be so self-centered at times. Taking pleasure in someone else's pain. Really, how do they do it?


Like I always said, do what you think is the right thing for you, if other people can't accept it then it's their problem.

Draining.

Life is wearing down on me. I'm upset. Very upset. I don't even know why. I've been tearing up for the last hour for nothing. I'd blame the essay for now. And the smoke I just inhaled. And the fact that I didn't get to eat my Maggi. All for the stupidest reason. But I doubt these really are the cause. I'm tired. I wish I was a smoker, maybe then I'd be able to manage my emotions. I wish I can just leave this sucky place. I wish I was in the U.K smoking pots with some fellow collegemates. I really want to leave this place. I'm not happy. I can feel my heart falling into pieces with every breath I take. Oh before I leave, I will show some dirty finger to those mothafucka. You suck, bitches. Hmmm how I wish I can do that. Penatnyaaaaaa.

And the boyfriend is irritating me more by forcing me to tell what's wrong. I don't even knowwwww so how am i supposed to tell youuu? gahhhhhh. kan lagi buat I nangis. haaaa pujuk balikkkk!!

Empty

Why on earth do people would want to invent report? i don't see the point of writing a report. do you? let's start a group in facebook and we shall name it " Abolish Report writing, They Are Of No Use".

Put that to side, I'm halfway done on my report. Hopefully I'm able to finish it by tonight so that I can have a time off from studying tomorrow. I need another visit to the cinema. I need to finish what I started, that is Inglorious Basterds.

Michael Buble's Haven't Met You Yet is pretty awesome. Got me through writing the report. Love Love Love Love.

I don't know why I typed love so many times. I'm just going with what cross my mind.

I need to go to a dancing class. Maybe a private one. I wouldn't want anybody to see me moving to Justin's Sexy Back during my first class. It would be a laughing stock for the whole year. Lan apparently know how to dance but he was too shy to tell me. Awwwww so cute. Okay now you have the privilege to be my dance instructor. Isn't that just super awesome? We would be the next couple in line for dancing with the star.

I've gained weight. Woohooo! Hopefully not too much weight. I already have enough fat on my body considering the zero exercise I'm doing. Hahah.

Okay, sambung report. bai.